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23rd-Dec-2009 09:36 pm - Srs Bsn Poll: Emailing!
So, I've been making the worst attempt ever to actually get my email under control. My life goal right now is to start 2010 with an empty inbox. And I've been plugging away at it like crazy. Two days ago, I was all happy because I had gotten things down to a cool 3900 unread emails. Now, I've got 521 unread emails, and 666 in total in my inbox.

[I also got rid of an extra table in the apartment, moved half the furniture, did some dishes, did grocery shopping, GOT PAID FOR MARKING OMG I AM A REAL GRAD STUDENT NOW, and made my wee lappy top, my big lap top, and Don's Mac talk to each other enough that I can mix & match our music. I can't wait till school starts again.)

ANYWAY! This poll is very important.

What should I do with this out-dated email? I mean, not the stuff I deleted that's from mass-mailings and action alerts and email groups I'm part of that are all done and dusted. I mean, emails from people I actually like. That date back to August. Emails asking for information, that also date back to August. Important stuff.



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23rd-Dec-2009 06:42 pm - Anna Blogs at Bitch
NOTE! The post I'm linking to is video-heavy!

Art Imitating Life Imitating Art. [I wanted to call it "I can't come up with a title because I am lousy at that bit, but read this post anyway!"]

Whenever someone starts talking about "crip-drag" - the slang term that basically means "currently non-disabled actor playing a disabled character" - the conversation tends to eventually (usually sooner, rather than later) turns to this:

But but but! We shouldn't accept a less-than-stellar actor just because they're disabled. That's, like, Affirmative Action GONE MAD!!!!!! No, you just have to accept that they always, totally, without fail, and without any influence by ablism or assumptions about what stories they can tell about disabilities, the casting directors chose the best person for the job. And it's just a wild coincidence that the best person for the job is almost always someone who doesn't have a disability.
...
I think this assumption is partly based on how rarely the work of actors, writers, and creators with disabilities are highlighted or even brought to the attention of the "general" population. Inspired in part by an early comment on one of the posts by the Transcontinental Disability Choir, I want to highlight some of the artistic endeavours by people with disabilities that are available 'round the internets.


Basically, it's a lengthy link-spam, with videos! I talk about Gallaudet, ASL poetry, ASL songs, How's Your News, Flame, Heavy Load, [personal profile] mariness, Wheelchair Dancer, Miss Crip Chick, Elizabeth Kate Switaj, wheelchair dancing in general, and ... maybe something else? I don't know. I got tired.

If you've got time/energy/inclination, dropping other examples of artistic work by people with disabilities in the comments over there would be nice. I didn't even skim the surface.

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24th-Dec-2009 09:22 am - predictable disappointment
I'm not surprised...in fact I predicted it, but that doesn't make it any the more palatable.

I planned to have breakfast on my last work-day of the year at the Lush Bucket - switching my usual Friday 'you've-made-it-to-the-end-of-the-week' reward to today, christmas eve.

Of course, in keeping with my thesis on how the world works, they were closed. No sign saying "Closed until 4 January, Happy Christmas", just a dark, empty shop. Who knows when they'll be open next? At least the people at Mecca reminded me about their forthcoming closure and suggested I stock up on their coffee beans (which I did).

So I sat at my desk and wrote a review of a book I finished yesterday (Death in Summer by William Trevor).

I already posted about compulsively rereading Robert B Parker and my reread of Susan Moody's Penny Wanawake series. I also did some light Travis McGee rereads.

There were several latest volumes in series, including the last but one Parker (but that pretty much counts as a reread, hem-hem); Marcia Muller, Burn Out (2008) - she really does manage to not do the running on the spot that happens with too many series protags but have McCone move and change; SJ Rozan, The Shanghai Moon (2009), which I'm not sure I was quite so impressed with as some of the earlier volumes in the series; Margaret Maron, Death's Half Acre (2008), which was perfectly acceptable, and I've pretty much given up hope of her ever returning to Sigrid Haraldsen.

Dick Francis and Felix Francis, Dead Heat (2007): acceptably readable, but was it, just occasionally, a bit info-dumpy in ways that were previously avoided?

Jesse Kellerman, The Brutal Art (2008). Hmm. Readable enough, but I thought the love-interest who was an Assistant District Attorney didn't really come over (unlike his art-world mentor-figure), and I thought the plot did a bait and switch thing of bringing in an entirely new character very late in the day, which I didn't care for when his father did it, either.

Andrew Taylor, Bleeding Heart Square (2008). I just could not get into this at all, and gave up. It just wasn't clicking for me, and while the ambience was vivid, it was also fairly grim and creepy and I needed a bit more of something or other, possibly engagement with any of the characters, to keep me in it.

Barbara Michaels, Shattered Silk (1986). This is the one in which the protag opens a vintage clothing store in Washington, but I've forgotten most of the plot details, though I enjoyed enough at the time.

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23rd-Dec-2009 10:26 am - 12/21/09 PHD comic: 'Chipping in'
Piled Higher & Deeper by Jorge Cham
www.phdcomics.com
title: "Chipping in" - originally published 12/21/2009

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23rd-Dec-2009 10:37 pm(no subject)
Goodbye Tiny. You were the best mouse in the world.
23rd-Dec-2009 10:37 pm(no subject)
Goodbye, little friend.
23rd-Dec-2009 10:04 am - Gendered sf tropes?

Was skimming through an essay in the NYRSF which was talking about the attractions of the post-apocalyptic/catastrophe scenario, and I paused and thought, 'This really is one for the boyz, innit?' (Even, or perhaps especially, boyz who are not really cut out for a Hobbesian state of nature, cf someone on my reading list who mentioned volunteers on a meal programme from some local elite boys' school who had no idea how to operate a tin-opener... No good raiding those suddenly empty supermarkets if you can't access the goods, folks!)

I have the feeling that women regard this scenario with a good deal of scepticism and caution, because it tends not to be a happy place for female characters. One of the grimmest apocalyptic novels I've read was Cicely Hamilton's Lest Ye Die (1928). Even some male catastrophe novels acknowledge this (e.g. some of John Christopher's).

Trying to think of post-apocalypses by women, which deal with the grim bit rather than the bit where some kind of civilisation has been re-established following some apocalypse/catastrophe. Not many. (Charnas's 'Holdfast' sequence perhaps counts. Octavia Butler?)

Another trope, which I alluded to in my book post yesterday, the notion of species with sentient males and non-sentient females. [personal profile] wild_irises asked 'are there any SF novels with nonsentient males?' and the only example I could think of was one of the alien races in the Lensman series, and it's so very long since I read those I can't be sure.

Thinking of works by women, the sentient/non-sentient thing seems to play out around the concept of the robot/android. While in Joanna Russ, The Female Man, Jael's house includes as part of the furnishings a robot man rather more sophisticated than that envisaged by Connie Francis, in most instances these narratives are about the achievement of sentience. (There's also a trope about the alien. Woah, metaphor for gender relations or what? Males - either robotic or Other...?)

There are probably a lot of instances I'm forgetting (or have never read) which contradict/support these hypotheses. Suggestions, anyone?

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23rd-Dec-2009 08:55 pm(no subject)
Tiny is dying.

She was pretty listless today, because of the heat I thought. I moved her into the bathroom where it was coolest. When Andrew came home from work I went to check on her and noticed blood in her wheel. She was underneath her wheel, in the corner.

I thought it might be old blood, because she's been worrying her tumour a lot, but then I realised she was bleeding. I yelled for Andrew and he came in and shooed me out. I'm not sure if it was to protect me, or to make sure I didn't get in the way.

There was blood all over her cage. I called the vet and they said to put pressure on the wound to stop the bleeding, put a bit of iodine on and then maybe something around the wound to stop her from chewing it. They suggested bringing her in to "see if [we] wanted to take that next step", which is vet-speak for putting her to sleep.

Sarah has been wonderful, telling us to give her fluids and food and let her rest. I don't know if Tiny will survive tonight, but if she does it will be because Sarah has given us advice on how to keep her alive.

I want Tiny to close her eyes and go to sleep and not wake up, and not feel any pain. She's in a little house made of a Vita Wheats box, cotton balls and gauze. Sometimes she gets up to eat a little banana bread and drink some of the juice we've put in her water bottle. Most of the time she just lies on her bed and breathes.

If breathing is too hard for you Tiny, it's okay to stop. I love you.
23rd-Dec-2009 08:20 am(no subject)
Happy birthday, [personal profile] cassandre!

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22nd-Dec-2009 09:09 pm - Chip-a-Dip
On a cooking community, someone just asked about recipes for a ham spread made with pickles. My family never made it with ham. We bought unsliced bologna and put it through the meat grinder. The official name was "ground-up meat." As kids we called it chip-a-dip, though, because we often ate it as a dip with Wise potato chips. It could also be made into sandwiches.

The recipe was roughly:
chunk of bologna
several pickles (sweet or dill)

Put them through an old-fashioned meat grinder. Add store-brand Miracle Whip to make a moist-n-meaty mess of goodness. Well, OK, not goodness. But something to keep the kids more or less fed.

I suppose this recipe is a descendant of potted meats and deviled ham. You could describe it as baloney salad (maybe bologna niçoise!) or non-deviled meatlike spread.

Have you ever heard of this? What did you call it? Any variations?

Not really all that much in this category, though I think there was a certain amount of re-reading.

Phyllis Gotlieb, Birthstones (2007) - finally got round to this which has been sitting in the pile for some time. Good, but with a touch of worthiness. And a strong suspicion, that Gotlieb, like me, had read one too many (actually, one is too many) sf novels with a species with non-sentient females: and decided to work that out realistically.

Kristin Cashore, Graceling (2008) and Fire (2009), since they were being mentioned all over the place. And were pretty good, and do a lot of the right sort of things, but somehow not (or not yet) in the class of 'major new discovery'. However, will do to be going on with and will probably read her next.

Mercedes Lackey. Foundation: Book One of the Collegium Chronicles(A Valdemar Novel) (2008). Ummmm - readable but formulaic?

Sharon Shinn, Fortune and Fate (2008). Very enjoyable. Not exactly pushing the boundaries of generic tropes, but it's just done very well with engaging characters.

Madeline Howard, A Dark Sacrifice: Book Two of The Rune of Unmaking (2008). Again, not exactly pushing the generic boundaries. I thought this was going to be part 2 of a duology, but turned out to end on a cliffhanger and therefore we're in for at least a trilogy. While I was interested enough in Book One to buy this, I'm not sure I'm going to commit to the longer haul. Not particularly engaged by any of the characters.

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22nd-Dec-2009 01:25 am - In the grand tradition of Yes, This:
Editorial : Senators join fight on poverty

The Toronto Star , Dec. 15, 2009

The poor will always be with us. It is a common refrain used to make us feel there is little we can do about the millions of Canadians who cannot afford to keep a roof over their head and food on the table.

But it's not true, says Senator Hugh Segal, who has spent the last two year studying poverty. "You can effectively eradicate poverty," he says. "It just takes solid public policy initiatives."

These are welcome words. Finally, the 3.4 million Canadians living in poverty have an advocate in Ottawa's corridors of power. Last week, a Senate subcommittee - led by Segal, a Conservative, and Art Eggleton, a Liberal - released a comprehensive anti-poverty blueprint.

The report should be required reading for politicians of all political stripes. It calls for sweeping changes to federal programs from employment insurance to child benefits. With 74 recommendations it will face some criticism for lacking focus. More significant than the individual recommendations, however, is the senators' argument that the core goal of our social programs must be the "eradication" of poverty, not simply to make living in poverty "more manageable."

The senators also concluded that, far from lifting people out of poverty, many of our existing programs are so badly designed that they hold people down.

That is why they have called on the government to publish a green paper setting out the costs and benefits of existing programs versus other options, including a guaranteed annual income. That is, a single monthly payment, based on income reported in tax returns, to replace the myriad social benefits currently available.

A basic annual income, which no Canadian adult would be allowed to drop below, was first advanced nearly 40 years ago by legendary Liberal Senator David Croll to combat the "national shame" of poverty.

Since then, our social programs have become ever more bureaucratic. The report, for example, notes that one family is supposed to deal with seven different government agencies each month.

Eliminating these various silos in favour of one-stop shopping has appeal. Critics of a guaranteed annual income argue, however, that it would be too expensive, would amount to paying people not to work, and might overlook the specific needs of the disabled or seniors.

These concerns should not stand in the way of studying the idea, as the senators are suggesting. A government policy paper would not bind anyone, but it would create a platform for informed debate. It is a debate we need to have.


I am always taken aback at the "you're paying people not to work!!!" argument. I don't know why people think living on social assistance is easy.

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22nd-Dec-2009 03:11 pm - Movie films
So!

There are these places called cinema complexes and they show 'movies'.  I'd not mind seeing a few in the coming months.  Who is interested in joining me and for what?  (All are being shown at Dendy Newtown, unless otherwise specified, and I get cheap tickets there!)

Avatar - I want to see this at the Imax in 3D.  I want to see it primarily for the special effects.  I think it'd be nice to see it before the end of 2009.  Who's with me?

Paranormal Activity - I think Cassie wants to see this with me.  She likes being scared by ghost stories and having a big strong manTM to look after her.

Antichrist - I saw a few things recently from the director and would like to see it, but I can wait for it on DVD and it might not be playing much longer.

Nowhere Boy (opens December 26) - Haven't heard much about it at all . . . but John Lennon!

Sherlock Holmes (opens December 26) - Shiny detective fanfic.

Fantastic Mr. Fox (opens January 1) - I like Anderson and despite the good reviews I'm only vaguely interested.

Bran Nue Dae (opens January 14) - Musicals!

In The Loop (opens January 21) - *shrugs* Sounds fun?

Register your interest and availability below!
4-drawer lateral filing cabinet
big desk, hutch, computer stand
wooden rocker
several corkboard/whiteboards
marble-topped dresser
dresser mirror
tall bookcases (at least 2)
short bookcases (2)
little wicker shelf thingie
chest bed, queen size
barrel
vast 5-shelf plastic unit
maybe a couple of plastic rollie drawer units
smaller plastic drawer units
small oak buffet
small oak china cabinet (needs to have one door reattached)
Small kitchen cart on wheels -- cute
Folding metal step stool
Patio pet door, cat-sized


Household goods

Glasses
Wineglasses and sherry glasses
Mugs
Dishes
Pots and pans
Bakeware
Kitchen gadgets innumerable
Dishtowels
Bath towels
Tablecloths
Blender
Microwave
Toaster-oven
Wall clock
Computer stationery: photo paper, cream-color resume paper, various images, business card forms, etc.
Pens and pencils
Scotch tape
Long stapler (make your own chapbooks!)
Books
More books

Email me at USERNAME at lj dot com, or or private-message me to arrange a time. First come, first served. No returns.

Come by and PICK THINGS UP. Please. Make a donation if you have money to spare. Don't worry if you don't.

Bring your own bags or boxes. In fact, bring me any spare bags and boxes you have.
21st-Dec-2009 08:43 pm - A man, a plan. Sadly, no canal
Right now there's a strange man on my balcony with a video camera. He's recording the house across the street.

I'm quite tempted to just leave that there and let people wonder what's happening.

The strange man works with the Ecology Action Center. Across the street were/are three historic buildings from Halifax during the Victorian era. They were rotting from within, sadly, so they couldn't be restored/saved. Two are being torn down completely. The other has been picked up off its foundations and is being moved to another location. The EAC is doing a documentary on these movements of building, as a way of renovating/restoring a home in an eco-friendly way. They're recording the moving of the building right now.

He came by earlier today to get some good shots while they were lifting it off the foundation and backing it up, and now he's getting shots of them driving it off.

He seems like a nice guy. I'm glad we have such a good view of the place from our balcony. But it's cold outside, and I would like to close my balcony doors now.

PS: I have a tumblr. I don't know why I have a tumblr. Adventures of an Anna.

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E H Young, The Vicar's Daughter (1928). I am carefully rationing out my E H Youngs, I think I have one more to go, although there are a couple of early ones that are said to be a bit atypical, also hard to get hold of as never Viragoed. This one was up to the usual standard - complex familial interactions, piercing sharp insights, and a twist in the tail of the plot.

Kate O'Brien, The Last of Summer (1943). I'm also currently reading Pray for the Wanderer, written slightly earlier, which has a similar plot involving someone with Irish (specifically, 'Mellick') connections but who has been living in a more cosmopolitan milieu, coming to family whom they have either never met (The Last of Summer), or have long been away from (Pray for the Wanderer). In both cases the setting is contemporary rather than set back into the past (or abroad, as in Mary Lavelle), and, while they're good, and readable, and have many excellences, I wonder if giving a bit of distance in time and space did benefit O'Brien. Of the two, I think The Last of Summer deals with similar issues rather more successfully.

Elizabeth Taylor, Mrs Palfrey at the Claremont (1975). Very well-written, rather depressing, but not as depressing as it might have been - the ending came as a surprise. I am encouraged to try more Taylor, having rather bounced off her in earlier readings.

Barbara Hambly, Homeland: A Novel (2009). I'm not sure that the words 'epistolary novel set during the American Civil War' would normally tempt me to a book, but, well, it's Hambly, and I was not disappointed. Letters between two women, one, in the North, whose husband has left to fight for the South, one in the South who had been going to study art in Philadelphia before this became impossible. Gritty, realistic, gets the voices and the hesitations and the elliptical and oblique communications. Wonderful.

Rumer Godden, The Battle of the Villa Fiorita (1963). Picked up in a secondhand bookshop - I'd read it years ago and hated it rather (it's probably right at the bottom of Goddens I'd recommend anyone to read) but thought I might give it another go. I had to give up. Too much character torture.

Josephine Elder, Lady of Letters (1949, recently reissued by Greyladies). This had its moments and its points - I mark it up for having a relationship between two women which, although not without its tensions and difficulties, is not seen as pathological and is presented as mostly nurturing and benign - but I'm not sure I like it as much as The Encircled Heart, to which it is possibly a bit of companion piece. Again, it's intriguing as much as social history - the world of girls' schools and provincial universities - as anything.

Plus a few other things I've previously posted about.

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21st-Dec-2009 12:14 pm - Dangling Modifiers
I'm just about to run out the door to see Dr. T again and discuss her comments on my essay. (Her essay comments were great. I feel smarter just from reading them.)

I googled Dangling Modifiers, and still don't quite get how to notice them and all that jazz. Anyone have any awesome anti-dangling tips to share?

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21st-Dec-2009 10:03 am - We don't live on Avenue Q
For class this past semester we had to read an article about disability policy in Canada. If I recall the thesis properly, the author argued that people with disabilities could have full participation in the community with proper accommodations, but one couldn't make an all-encompassing accommodations policy. But that's not what I want to talk about.

The author did that thing that was in vogue for a while in discussing disability: she told the anecdote of how she had never considered disability at all as something to think about until she was suddenly disabled through an illness and had to accept that disability policy affected her. Susan Wendall does a similar thing in her book about disability & feminism, and lots and lots of authors do this. It drives me up the wall. Not because they didn't care about disability studies until it affected them, because I was exactly the same way, but because they keep giving justification for why they're writing now. Folks, I don't care why you're writing now. It's just that disability is so incredibly other to you that you feel a need to jump up and down and point out the other, and justify yourself. But that's not what I want to talk about either.

When discussing the article, I brought up things about assistive technology and adaptations that make the difference. Are you "disabled" if your hearing loss is "corrected" by a hearing aid? Are you disabled if you use Sign Language and live in a place where everyone else does, too? I mean, basic stuff to me because I've been devouring books about it for a few years now, but stuff that is probably pretty new to the other people in the classroom.

And that that thing happened, and it's been happening ever since.

"Well! We're all just a little bit disabled, aren't we? And our glasses are 'assistive technology'!"

Oh. No. No no no. You can't make that very simple statement baldly like that.

Because I am not disabled because I am near-sighted. (The degenerative eye condition that I still haven't seen the doctor about is another story.) And I don't think it's necessarily wise to lump eye-glasses in with wheelchairs, canes, and walkers. The ubiquitous nature of glasses means that one is unlikely to experience any form of discrimination, or even reaction, to wearing them. Although very young children with glasses are often looked at strangely, school-aged children and older will not get much reaction to their glasses-wearing. (Unless, of course, they're very very thick lenses, or bifocals - but then, we're back into what is considered odd and what isn't.) A child of the same age using a cane to walk around with would be seen as an oddity.

I don't know how to really express this effectively because I was actually caught totally off-guard by this being said in the classroom. I mean, there's a bit of a point, but when the point doesn't go explored, it's a bit meaningless.

The point, I think, is that we tend to say glasses are just glasses, but canes & wheelchairs & walkers & arm crutches & whatever else are treated like these odd things and maybe they shouldn't be. But I don't think statements like "We're all disabled" and "glasses are assistive tech" really take that on in any serious way. They're just pithy statements that people use to justify their continued ignorance of issues around disability.

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21st-Dec-2009 08:34 am(no subject)
Happy 117th birthday to Dame Rebecca West!

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